1. |
Bitter
03:30
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Bitter
I can’t let it go
The thought that you will never know
The pain that you put me through
For sharing my love with you
Now I run from tender eyes
Scared that’s you in disguise
And I know you carried on
No repentance for what you’ve done
So bitter - no remorse from you
Oh bitter - no shame from you
Your cruelty you said I misunderstood
You said it was for my own good
So you tried to keep me down
So you could wear your crown
I gave you all my love
‘cause that you had little of
But that love you threw away
And I was left to pay
So bitter - no guilt from you
Oh bitter - no regret from you
I know the price you’ll pay
Your lovers they will walk away
Your cross is not for them to bear
But surely you don’t care
Left with a bitter taste
A vengeful seed now you have placed
And I wish I could let it go
But the thought that you’ll never know
Leaves me bitter - no remorse from you
Oh bitter - no shame from you
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2. |
Love Sick
02:50
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Love Sick
I’ve been chasing moments
Trying to make sense of it all
Searching for some lightning
On a cloudless sky
Scrolling through these faces
As I watch them all dissolve
Drinking to another ghosted call
Mostly smoke and mirrors
Standing underneath this disco ball
I’m wasting all my time
In search for sweeter wine
Illusions hold me close
I’m stupid I suppose
I’m love sick
Waking up on Sunday I still have my jacket on
Whatever I was dreaming is forever gone
It’s the same old record that’s been playing
for some time
Not exactly what I had in mind
Still I keep on laughing
Dancing on the edge of this old knife
I’m wasting all my time
In search for sweeter wine
Illusions hold me close
I’m stupid I suppose
I’m love sick
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3. |
Hope You're Crying
03:55
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Hope You’re Crying
I am not the bitter kind
I don't have a vengeful mind
But since you threw our love away
I feel it every day
And I am ashamed to say I hope
When you’re kissing
You’re still missing me
I hope you’re crying
I hope it hurts smiling
And when you’re sleeping
Thoughts come creeping of me
You were talking to me every day
You said you never felt this way
But now you threw it all away
I feel it every day
And I’m ashamed to say
I hope
The boys you’re seeing
Are just pieces of me
I hope you’re crying
I hope it hurts smiling
And when you’re sleeping
Thoughts come creeping of me
My dreams they were made of sand
Now I’m here again, alone
Oh, all this bitterness
Helps with loneliness I hope
When you’re kissing
You’re still missing me
I hope you’re crying
I hope it hurts smiling
And when you’re sleeping
Thoughts come creeping of me
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4. |
Break Up Song
03:21
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Breakup Song
In your eyes the spark is gone
and your smile is a careless yawn
There are no words left to say
Just tender thoughts of yesterday
In memories I’m holding on
I guess your love is gone
I know all the pain you’ve been through
So I gave all my love to you
But you don’t hear me anymore
So far gone can’t be restored
You seek your answers from beyond
I guess our love is gone
For my heart I stand still tall
‘cause I know I gave my all
Tried so hard to get to you
But you said there’s no room for two
Gave my keys you locked the door
I guess love don’t live here no more
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Miss Your Body Not Your Head
There are nights when I think of you
About the things we used to do
With one touch you could arouse
But through your mouth poison came out
Every moment filled with lust in our bed
I miss your body not your head
All the fire beneath the sheets
We made love so tenderly
When daylight came you turned around
Your were cruel and put me down
And all my faith became distrust
But when that’s said
I miss your body not your head
Still some nights when feeling blue
I touch myself by the thought of you
No one since could quite replace
For my lust I have now paid
Made me weak and lost my trust
But when all is said
I miss your body not your head
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6. |
You'll See
03:07
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You’ll See
This time around
Straighten up my back
Never looking back
This time around
Take away those doubts
Blow away those clouds
This time around
I used to bite my tongue and smile so sweet
I sang your song - danced to your beat
And listened to your damned critique
Don’t wanna be a mat
To wipe off your feet
No longer be a tool for others to succeed
You’ll see
Nobody’s fooling me
You’ll see
Won't politely agree
Won't take the first thing that
Falls down from the tree
Gonna take my time
See what’s out there for me
You’ll see
Nobody’s fooling me
You’ll see
Nobody’s walking all over me
This time around
Gonna be the man about town
No one to pull me down
This time around
Put my love to the test
No more second best
This time around
You pushed me to my breaking point
And I forgot that I had a choice
But I woke up to my inner sweet voice
Don’t wanna be a mat
To wipe of your feet
No longer be a tool for others to succeed
You’ll see
Nobody’s fooling me
You’ll see
Won't politely agree
Won't take the first thing that
Falls down from the tree
Gonna take my time
See what out there for me
You’ll see
Nobody’s fooling me
You’ll see
Nobody’s walking all over me
This time around
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7. |
Silent Tear
02:57
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Silent Tear
I know
I’m feeding all my frights and fears
I know
I’m misreading all that’s meant sincere
But still dear
If you can't say it, then sing it
And if you can't write it, then paint it
And if you can't hold me, then show me
And if you’re too scared then free me
This silent tear
Is vibrant and clear
I don't read the stars
But the alignment of scars
No palms to read
Still won't retreat
No stains on your cup
But your touch is enough
To let me know
Or just tell me so
Or let me go
I know
I’m howling in a moonless night
I know
I’m building wings for doubts for flight
But still dear
If you can't say it then sing it
And if you can't write it then scream it or shout it or whisper about it
And if you’re too scared and if you can't be there then just free me
This silent tear
Is vibrant and clear
I don't read the stars
But the alignment of scars
No palms to read
Still won’t retreat
No stains on your cup
But your touch is enough
To let me know
Or just tell me so
Or let me go
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8. |
This Ship has Sailed
03:29
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This Ship Has Sailed
You say that my ways
Are unwise and wrong
But I know your suitcase
Is all full of bones
Your luggage is too heavy I fear
On the shore I leave you my dear
You point out - out loud
My every flaw
Blaming
Projecting
Twisting it all
How come you never are wrong
I’ve untied the ropes then I’m gone
Sail and wave now
Wind in sails now
Through the waves south
Now that I left you at the port
Your stubborn mind has been veiled
Now it’s too late ‘cause
This ship has sailed
I’ve been a victim
Of your manipulative mind
Made me feel so
bad all the time
Why so keen to be mean?
Like I’m an insufferable teen
Repeating some pattern
That you understood
Had me believing
That I was no good
Putting your luggage on me
It’s too heavy
You're not coming with me
Sail and wave now
Wind in sails now
Through the waves south
Now that I left you at the port
Your stubborn mind has been veiled
Now it’s too late ‘cause
This ship has sailed
You need to face up for what’s really wrong
I’m pulling my anchor ‘cause now I am gone
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9. |
Nothing in Return
03:46
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Nothing in Return
In strangers eyes my hopes they dwell
And that’s where they die and I know it well
I blindly trust with no doubt they’re pure
Believe they can change so I’ll try once more
My heart is not a coin of gold
It cannot pay or be sold
They give me nothing in return
This game of love I’ll never learn
That to give is not to get
It hurts but how can I forget
If I don't love myself
Why should anybody else?
This empty void inside of me
Has to be filled by no one but me
But these are all dreams - not reality
My illusions make a fool out of me
They give me nothing in return
This game of love I’ll never learn
That to give is not to get
It hurts but how can I expect
If I don't love myself
Why should anybody else?
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10. |
One Demon a Day
03:08
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One Demon a Day
If you are in doubt
And standing still
And you worry about
Your lack of will
Won't find in astrology
Or fridge magnet philosophy
Motivational speaker says
“You need to think about your problems less”
But problems made me who I am
Enabled me to understand
It’s all in the little things
That’s what they always say
And some positivity
Will help it go away
But I say the darkness
Has helped me see the day
Fight off one demon a day
It’ll keep the doctor far away
If you are in doubt
Can’t feel a thing
Tired of figuring out
some sort of meaning
When all you can is feeling low
Up is the only way you can go
It’s all in the little things
That’s what they always say
And some positivity
Will help it go away
But I say the darkness
Has helped me see the day
Fight off one demon a day
It’ll keep the doctor far away
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Heidrik Iceland
Heiðrik (Hi´drik) is the sound of a new generation of music hailing from the remote and tiny Faroe Islands, a country located between Norway and Iceland. Heiðrik has become a household name on the islands, commonly recognised as a Renaissance man working with music, art and film. He is considered Faroe Islands first queer icon. ... more
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